Because I'm dumb that's why.
I had an earful of advice from my best friend the other day.
Mostly about the life choices that I'm making and how disapproving she is of it. I know I should listen to her, because she is right, but the heart's a little crazy right now.
I don't know why I do but whenever I stalk/conveniently press into my bf's "friend"'s profile, I do feel a pang of disappointment. From his constant likes in her photos to the same exact article being shared by both of them on the exact same date.
I do feel a tad insecure. Maybe because I really do know the reason why. Maybe this parachute wont open anymore. I'm getting kind of used to it.
Don't anymore, it's miserable. I know where I stand, so don't ever open. Part of me don't want you to, part of me is still hoping that you'll burst open. But for now, don't. Just let me paddle my way to safety. I'll get used to it.
I had an earful of advice from my best friend the other day.
Mostly about the life choices that I'm making and how disapproving she is of it. I know I should listen to her, because she is right, but the heart's a little crazy right now.
I don't know why I do but whenever I stalk/conveniently press into my bf's "friend"'s profile, I do feel a pang of disappointment. From his constant likes in her photos to the same exact article being shared by both of them on the exact same date.
I do feel a tad insecure. Maybe because I really do know the reason why. Maybe this parachute wont open anymore. I'm getting kind of used to it.
Don't anymore, it's miserable. I know where I stand, so don't ever open. Part of me don't want you to, part of me is still hoping that you'll burst open. But for now, don't. Just let me paddle my way to safety. I'll get used to it.
