Saturday, June 7, 2014

The things that kill me makes me feel alive

Distance.

Is a damn bitch.

Pardon the foul language. But it has toyed with every single one of my relationships. And I hate it.

Not that I want to be far away from the one I love. I have to.

Perempuan bercita-cita tinggi lelaki tak mau tunggu.

"Someone can be madly in love with you and still not be ready. They can love you in a way you have never been loved and still not join you on the bridge. And whatever their reasons you must leave. Because you never ever have to inspire anyone to meet you on the bridge. You never ever have to convince someone to do the work to be ready. There is more extraordinary love, more love that you have never seen, out here in this wide and wild universe and there is the love that will be ready"

Maybe I should take this quote's advice?

I don't know what's worth fighting for. Your lost love, or my fear of love.

But for now, I'm afraid of falling in love. I fear the three words.I fear that the more I talk to you, the more I will fall in love. Over again. So I'm going to stay away from you. Stay away.
I don't want to love anymore. Not you, not anyone.


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